OK, the whole "fat on the bed thing" well forget it. Not going to happen. I am working on being in a better mood today. I have the afternoon off (yay!), and have put my gym clothes on and planning to do 2 hours of cardio. Threw up lunch. Not sure why because I didn't over eat, but I feel so much better now so no real regrets there.
I have noticed a lot of bloggers dreading Xmas. I am working this Xmas holiday :) another thing to be happy about.
Little bit worried about my BPD. I have had the urge to shop like crazy so keeping fingers crossed that I won't have a manic episode.
If I keep telling myself that I am happy then eventually I will believe it...right?
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